Time - slow down

D-day is getting closer and closer. And my head starts spinning more and more.

Am I doing the right thing? Yes you are. But... Yes, but?

I know I need to leave. For how long I don't know. Although when I made the decision to leave my situation was a lot more unhappy. And then I moved in with Barbara and Jan. And it was the best thing I've done in many years. And a part of me starts thinking... maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I shouldn't. But I know I have to. I have the opportunity to this NOW.

There are a couple of things I need a break from and get a distance to. And then see what happens.

Anything can happen after 27 April.